You think I'm secretive and I regret to accept that instinct of me. Well, I have told you self-abandonment issue about the story behind my good times. So when you ask me to explain why am I uncomfortable I don't know what to say. I break the eye contact as I try to avoid such conversations and You try to make that time more preferable and say "don't think too much" you say as you pull me closer and I want to stay with you for the time being as much as I can until you move. I don't feel distracting togetherness. Instead, I genuinely feel be saved from ruin.
You haven't asked me why am I not tell you about the love I do feel for you. Probably because you know or maybe because somehow you feel the same as there is no need to express it. I haven't thought about relationships concept like forever but after staying with you more than I've ever thought I'd started thinking about taking that long walk. still we haven't committed each other neither verbally nor written though I don't feel insecure.
When I look at you laughing for no such reason, I catch you gazing at me. It's much more than that. I can't make the end using the words I want it to be as It's not the poem I write. This is the happening of us. This will be the non-committed phase of us. That will more there will be.
